I found out something rather disturbing from my past Sunday night, which has now come back to haunt me. Sounds dramatic, doesn’t it?  I could also describe my situation as “My head is really messed up right now.” How about that?

In the context of my life right now, it should mean nothing, but I’m having trouble sorting out my emotions.  At the gym tonight, I heard the Beatles song “Let It Be”, and I thought it was good advice. It’s most likely going to be a few days, so bear with me if I seem morose.

[Thanks to my friends who don’t know what’s up, but know something is up, and are trying to cheer me up.  Your efforts are much appreciated. I’ll get through this — just give me some time.]

When I find myself in times of trouble, mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

And when the brokenhearted people living in the world agree,
there will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see,
there will be an answer, let it be.

Let it be, let it be, …..

And when the night is cloudy, there is still a light that shines on me,
shine until tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music, mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be, …..